You Know, One Day, I Will Forget You…
You know?
One day,
I will release you
from the Heart!
Away…
from the distant springs
of your eyes….
The moment will lose its end,
snowing… namelessly….
I wish to remember how to forget!...
To undress
from your words,
to undress
from your heart’s beating!
To undress
from snow screaming…
I emptied even my breathing
not to pay my customs to Life…
How I wish to remember forgetting!...
That day…
will inexorably come…
and the hour glass will be running out
of all those jaded visions, sapphire tales…
I know,
too many oblivions kneeled my flight!
Eventually…
I will remove You from Me,
as I miss Myself in this old Story,
so I can still cut up pieces of Life…
Do you know?...
There was not enough space
for both
inside this incomplete
symphonic Life…
At last…
you will be released…
I will forget
how your words
sounded like daggers,
how your chimerical kisses
used to run through my veins…
And that very day,
will inexorably come…
My hopes…
Will be laid
at one star’s ankle.
Your heart’s sentences?
I will stop humming them,
talking to your absence
no more…
It was just a trance
which seemed to enclose us!
Your lament,
I will not hear it, anymore,
even the echoes of the oblivion.
A closed flight was created
between us,
the day you chose
to rust on my Soul’s edge.
In that timeless
and eonian moment
forgetfulness would wrap me,
delicately…wordlessly…
forgetting I loved you…
beyond you,
beyond myself…
Years breaking…
You gliding along me,
still… my breath
encrypted inside your irises.
One day…
I will forget you
forgetting me!...
An "eonian moment" is one that lasts a long time, perhaps forever. The word "eon" (aeon) originally meant "life," "vital force" "being," "generation," or "a period of time," though it tended to be translated as "age" in the sense of "forever," "timeless," or "for eternity." Aeon may also be an archaic name for omnipotent beings, such as gods. Homer used it to mean life or lifespan, but for Plato it was the eternal world of ideas. Emanationism is the idea that everything is derived from the First Reality or Principle via steps of degradation to lesser degrees of the first reality, and at every step the emanating beings are less pure, less perfect, less divine; some Gnostics called the various emanations of God "Aeons." In geology, cosmology, or astronomy (written "AE" in notation) it is used in reference to a period of a billion [10 to the 9th power] years (or to one of the four geological aeons: the Hadean, Archean, Proterozoic, or the current Phanerozoic; and Roger Penrose, in his theory of conformal cyclic cosmology, referred to the period between cyclic "big bangs" as an aeon), and Thelemites (followers of Aleister Crowley, who proclaimed himself to be the prophet of the Aon of Horus) sometimes spoke of a "magical Aeon" that lasts for far less time, perhaps as little as 2,000 years, each of which is accompanied by its own forms of "magical and religious expression."
ReplyDeleteVery good insights on the word "aeon/eon".
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