Showing posts with label Jason Baldinger. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Jason Baldinger. Show all posts

Sunday, February 2, 2020

Jason Baldinger writes


a threadbare universe



those all-night drives
with dead sleep friends
winding through the adirondacks
like something about this mattered
just kids, no money, no concept
Jb wanted to be kerouac
that was simple enough



I wheeled around lake champlain
after six am, sun cleared horizon
blind from my rearview
breathless, I park middle
of sleepy sunday July street
bathed in sunrise
I walk to the water
dumb stare, completely alone



it’s the first moment the universe
seems threadbare, no depth
no complex lives, just a moment
a breath drawn, held and exhaled
just a moment, overwhelming
where everything is



when this short life of trouble
when this long walk through time ends
when the corporeal self is ash
my friends, please take the box
what’s left of me, back to that shore
on some july morning
do your best to celebrate
as the sun comes up
what we built
what we shared
those little moments
when our lives are not
a careening desperate shock
but instead the moments when there is little
close to nothing
only a series of atoms, particles
simple and alone
lost in a threadbare universe
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 --Jack Kerouac

Jason Baldinger writes

maybe we burn the past


I'm trying to imagine
car as hang glider
as I barrel up gravel
on this side of the mountain
if I leave up off the pedal
we'll be stranded far from
the voice of any tow truck

we sit next to the fire ring
mid-summer, the park
stripped of kindling
logs in the fire are damp
gypsy moth caterpillars
race a frog across a rock

I have a torn bag of papers
things I lost long ago
we sit quietly, toss
handfuls, crumbled sheets
turn quiet blue
catch, flame, burn off
seconds at a time

Jason Baldinger writes


seventy 

seventy-three miles from the state line

shimmer of windshields in the rearview
shimmer of windshields ahead
power lines reflect silver on a faded blue sky
turkey vultures, the smell of oil
cows and pronghorn constellations

my foot fell off the pedal miles ago
a still life drifting forever
seventy-three miles from the state line