Why
Am I Afraid To Die?
Why
am I afraid to die?
I’ll
lose my I, that’s why.
I’ll
miss my my.
It’s
all about the ego, which
Defined,
Means
me in mind.
And
that’s worth the examining!
So,
how to do it?
Why
not just say, “Screw it, for
It’s
not important?”
Well,
it’s inner pain, the seed of fear.
What
is there to miss?
Belongings?
Passing piss.
Family,
friends? A wilderness!
We
think that we’re in sync’
With
lives and destinies.
Realities
are singular: theirs, yours.
It’s
all illusory.
The
things you own are goin’, -
When,
you can’t foresee.
You’ve
no authority.
Next,
there is the fear of disappearing.
Consciousness
without a hope of bliss
Or
at the very least some happiness -
Not
there – forever: me, my, I dissolved to atoms;
Nothing
but a flotsam, jetsam,
Maybe
some becoming stardom;
Part
of some unearthly system
We,
of course, can never fathom
With
no meaningful Arlene,
No
me-niverse to be a part of.
‘Abandon…hope…’ said
Dante, for
We
are not free. We’ve no control.
“Nope!”
say we, and stay afraid.
Ego
should be renamed let-go,
Letting-go
from now or here.
So
why am I afraid to leave this joint?
There
is no point.
Ego Death -- Spagheth
Lasciate ogni speranza, voi ch'entrate.
ReplyDelete-- Dante, "Inferno" Canto III
This line is often translated as "Abandon hope all ye who enter here." But the word "all" modifies hope, not those who enter: "ogni speranza" means "all hope." Henry Francis
Carey's 1814 blank verse translation is the origin of the phrase, and he got it right: "All hope abandon ye who enter here. .