Showing posts with label David Allen. Show all posts
Showing posts with label David Allen. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 18, 2020

David Allen writes

Words Gone

The words were gone.
The poet sulked at his desk,
staring at the blank computer screen.
His Muse stood beside him,
sobbing while she stroked his neck.
“I don’t know what’s happening,” she said.
“I want to help you, but the words won’t come.
This is more than a simple writer’s block.
It’s more like the words absconded with the images,
the ideas are idle, blurry concepts just beyond reach.
I have failed you.”

“Don’t say that,” the Poet said, 
turning to face his Muse.
“It’s not your fault.”
“It is,” she said. 
“There’s too much darkness.
Too many things are piling up.
The words are suffocating under 
the heap of today’s failures
and tomorrow’s fears.
I’m just not good for you.”
She turned and ran from the room.

The Poet muttered a few “damns” under his breath.
He wondered awhile whether to follow her.
Should he scrap the play
or go on to Act 2? 
After a painfully slow minute,
he shook his head, then rose and left the room.

He climbed the stairs to their bedroom.
She sat cross-legged on the bed, 
a pen in her right hand and a notepad on her lap.

“Look, I’m so…” he started.
But she cut him off, looking up,
Sadness and defeat contorted her face.
“So, did you come upstairs 
To edit my suicide note?” she asked.

He walked to her side and kissed her cheek.
“No, just checking to make sure 
you have no knives or pills up here,” he said.
His Muse’s frown turned into a slight smile.
“I just wish I was better at this,” she said.
“You are,” the Poet said as he left the room.

A few minutes later, he was back at the computer
typing slowly as a poem formed on the screen.

David Allen writes

NERVOUS

During a long drive in Thailand,
with heavy traffic on a narrow,
two-lane highway, I rode
in a van full of Marines
driving from the coast
to a joint military exercise
not far from the River Kwai.
Somewhere near Bangkok,
an egotistical Marine Reserve officer
yelled at me above the radio
blaring "Highway to Hell."
“Oh, you’re going to interview
The general, eh?” he smirked. 
“You must be pretty nervous!”
A smile spread across my face.
“Nervous? Naw,” I shouted back.
“I’m a reporter. He’s the one 
who should be nervous.”

David Allen writes

TRAUMA DRAMA

The neurologist read slowly from a list:
Disoriented
Unclear thoughts
Inaccurate perception
Poor judgment 
Confabulation
Inattention 
Poor memory
Impaired communication
Sleep disturbance
Inability to follow directions 
Hyperactivity
Hypoactivity 
Mood fluctuations
Anger
Agitation

“That's my son, all right,”
I said to myself.
Bad friends with bad drugs
led to a brain seizure.
A vein split open spurting 
blood into his skull.
Bruised sections died,
inducing a fortnight coma;
partial paralysis followed.
He awoke slowly, 
it took months to regain
feeling and use of his left side.
But he was improving.

"So, is that all?" I asked the doc.
"Another couple of months
For the brain to heal?"

The doc shook his head,
Smiling slightly.
"I wish I could say yes," he said. 
"But you have to think
In terms of years.

The brain heals slowly.
It's not like breaking a bone
or pulling a muscle.
There's no healing what's dead.
The brain has to find routes 
around what's damaged 
and find  new connections."

I left the room
with inner tears.
The trauma drama
 will last for years.

Sunday, May 26, 2019

David Allen writes


ANGRY

I’m white
And I’m not proud
I’m an American
And I’m embarrassed

This country’s tilted
Far to the Right
And I’m rolling off
Into the abyss
Of what Trump
Has wrought.
I don’t feel safe
I’m worried blue.

The Trumpists blare
And I feel scared
But not as much
As a Guatemalan Mom
Whose arms are empty
Her children gone
And placed in cages
In internment towns.

It’s a replay
Of the ugly days
When we chose
To lock up folks
With yellow skin.
Now the skin’s brown
But it’s still a sin
We commit today
Against the folks
Who chose to run away
From terror at home.

 


Wednesday, April 10, 2019

David Allen writes


AMBASSADOR’S LUNCH

What’s wrong
with this picture?
The U.S. Ambassador
to Japan is to address
Okinawa business leaders
at a lunch today and
here we are in the press corral
sitting at roped off tables
watching everyone else
eat while we sip our water
and wait for the ambassador
to wipe his lips and
nod in thanks for
the pleasant introduction
from the governor
and spin a speech
about how great
the U.S.-Japan alliance is.
Meanwhile, the press’s unfed
stomachs rumble.
We weren’t fed and
a good free meal
is the major reason I came.
 File:Yōshū Chikanobu House of Peers.jpg
 -- Toyohara Chikanobu