The Road Out of Here
The road out of here,
pitted with mirages,
writhes and shimmers snakelike
toward horizon
it will never meet.
Tantalizing to the eyes
the edge of sky is inaccessible by foot,
but the mailman makes it through,
proof only that it’s possible for some.
I am an empty mailbox at an empty house.
As “Occupant” I welcome all incoming mail
only to discover disappointment
impersonally sent to someone
who happens to be me.
The shortest distance
from Nowhere here
to Nowhere there
is not at all a straight line.
No matter which way I turn
or how fast I spin around
I always face away.
One tends to disremember
that spring will melt
to steam in summer;
fall will turn to frost
then winter’s ice,
each with evaporated memory
of its antipode.
We survive each season,
to confront the next,
amnesia of the rest, a blessing.
Memory is the kindest distance
between past pain
and whatever present.
Love is gone,
driven out by too much heat
somewhat of its own making,
baked out like alcohol
from cherished recipes,
evaporated, gone
leaving scant nourishment,
crust with no solace to spread on it.
It’s a bitch to be in love
at over ninety nine degrees
without memory of coolness,
and no concept
of brutal cold.
Like opposing seasons
love dies cruelly
of one limit of endurance
or another.
Mailbox -- Vernita Bridges Hoyt
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