I wanted to write poetry in
the beginning because I had fallen in love with words...What the words stood
for, symbolised, or meant, was of very secondary importance; what mattered was
the sound of them as I heard them for the first time on the lips of the remote
and incomprehensible grown-ups who seemed, for some reason, to be living in my
world. And these words were, to me, as the notes of bells, the sounds of
musical instruments, the noises of wind, sea, and rain, the rattle of
milkcarts, the clopping of hooves on cobbles, the fingering of branches on a
window pane, might be to someone, deaf from birth, who has miraculously found
his hearing. I did not care what the words said, overmuch, nor what happened to
Jack & Jill & the Mother Goose rest of them; I cared for the shapes of
sound that their names, and the words describing their actions, made in my
ears; I cared for the colours the words cast on my eyes...I fell in love – that
is the only expression I can think of – at once, and am still at the mercy of
words, though sometimes now, knowing a little of their behaviour very well, I
think I can influence them slightly and have even learned to beat them now and
then, which they appear to enjoy... There they were, seemingly lifeless, made
only of black and white, but out of their own being, came love and terror and
pity and pain and wonder and all the other vague abstractions that make our
ephemeral lives dangerous, great and bearable. Out of them came the gusts and
grunts and hiccups and heehaws of the common fun of the earth; and though what
the words meant was, in its own way, often deliciously funny enough, so much
funnier seemed to me, at that almost forgotten time, the shape and shade and
size and noise of the words as they hummed, strummed, jigged and galloped
along.... And as I read more and more, and it was not all verse, by any means,
my love for the real life of words increased until I knew that I must live with
them and in them, always. I knew, in fact, that I must be a writer of words and
nothing else... I knew I had to know them most intimately in all their forms
and moods, their ups and downs, their chops and changes, their needs and
demands. (Here, I am afraid, I am beginning to talk too vaguely. I do not like
writing about words, because then I often use bad and wrong and stale and wooly
words. What I like to do is to treat words as a craftsman does his wood or
stone or what-have-you, to hew, carve, mould, coil, polish and plane them into
patterns, sequences, sculptures, fugues of sound expressing some lyrical
impulse, some spiritual doubt or conviction, some dimly realized truth I must
try to reach and realize.) It was when I was very young...I wrote endless
imitations, though I never thought them to be imitations but, rather, wonderfully
original things, like eggs laid by tigers. They were imitations of anything I
happened to be reading at the time...
That is, when I began, bad
writing had as much influence on my stuff as good. The bad influences I tried
to remove and renounce bit by bit, shadow by shadow, echo by echo, through
trial and error, through delight and disgust and misgiving, as I came to love
words more and to hate the heavy hands that knocked them about, the thick
tongues that had not feel for their multitudinous tastes, the dull and botching
hacks who flattened them out into a colourless and insipid paste, the pedants
who made them moribund and pompous as themselves....
I am a painstaking,
conscientious, involved and devious craftsman in all words, however
unsuccessful the result so often appears, and to whatever wrong uses I may
apply my technical paraphernalia, I use everything and anything to make my
poems work and move in the directions I want them to: old tricks, new tricks,
puns, portmanteau-words, paradox, allusion, paranomasia, paragram, catachresis,
slang, assonantal rhymes, vowel rhymes, sprung rhythm. Every device there is in
language is there to be used if you will. Poets have got to enjoy themselves
sometimes, and the twistings and convolutions of words, the inventions and
contrivances, are all part of the joy that is part of the painful, voluntary
work.
I do not mind from where the
images of a poem are dragged up: drag them up, if you like, from the nethermost
sea of the hidden self; but before they reach paper, they must go through all
the rational processes of the intellect. The Surrealists, on the other hand,
put their words down together on paper exactly as they emerge from chaos; they
do not shape these words or put them in order; to them, chaos is the shape and
order. This seems to me to be exceedingly presumptuous; the Surrealists imagine
that whatever the dredge from their subconscious selves and put down in paint
or in words must, essentially, be of some interest or value. I deny this. One
of the arts of the poet is to make comprehensible and articulate what might
emerge from subconscious sources; one of the great main uses of the intellect
is to select from the amorphous mass of subconscious images, those that will
best further his imaginative purpose, which is to write the best poem he can.
I, myself, do not read poetry
for anything but pleasure. I read only the poems I like. This means, of course,
that I have to read a lot of poems I don't like before I find the ones I do,
but, when I do find the ones I do, then all I can say is “Here they are”, and
read them to myself for pleasure. Read the poems you like reading. Don't bother
whether they're important or if they'll live. What does it matter what poetry
is, after all? If you want a definition of poetry, say: “Poetry is what makes
me laugh or cry or yawn, what makes my toenails twinkle, what makes me want to
do this or that or nothing”, and let it go at that...
You can tear a poem apart to
see what makes it technically tick, and say to yourself, when the works are
laid out before you, the vowels, the consonants, the rhymes or rhythms, “Yes,
this is it. This is why the poem moves me so. It is because of the
craftsmanship.”... You're back with the mystery of having been moved by words.
The best craftsmanship always leaves holes and gaps in the works of the poem so
that something that is not in the poem can creep, crawl, flash, or thunder in.
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