The Spider Artist
Master muralist,
almost up, but tiring,
on the concave underside
of ornate ancient dome,
a high and cracking Capitol,
in need of paint and care,
needs some solid place
to hook his bosun’s chair.
No solid timber anywhere
to hold a lag or nail.
He needs to rest,
but doesn’t dare;
a pause, however brief,
would most likely lead to grief.
His plight injects adrenaline,
demands tenacity,
implores the muscles
not to yield to giving out,
giving into flailing to the floor below.
Desperation calls for quorum
of the powers that be
within the laws of physics
and his personal capacity.
“I invoke this empty Senate
before it votes my fate for me,
to let me rest as spider rests:
lightly, gently, easily, . . .
To save my life I leave it,
divest my mind and body of it,
transform it into something lighter,
distill it to my finest essence,
mold it into sticky finger tips,
cast out the urging of ambition,
drop the heavy weight of hubris,
drain the acid of anticipation,
forget the fear of letting go,
descending far too fast,
muffle the sound and fury
of my Doppler screaming
should I fail and meet my last
upon that deadly, distant floor.
Congeal the might
of all my maybe
into ten tiny fingertips,
so totally invested now
with all the rest of me.
Do it, fingers, I am yours.
I must lose weight,
and be no burden
despite my former gravity.
When that works - and work it will -
I’ll become so light, so feather
I’ll jettison this useless bosun’s chair
and sit upon the air.
As long as I am fingers
as long as there are ten of them
to one of me
I’ll climb this fucking Capitol
one finger at a time
if need be
and if this works for fingers
I’ll sprout wings,
and fall up,
or fly."
Spiders Web -- Terrance Prysiazniuk
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