Wednesday, January 2, 2019

Duane Vorhees writes


ONE ALMOST HAD IT ALL

Never a father.
Mom gone at 6, God at 10,
and friends undependable.
By 14 he was abandoned
by ambition
                                    i.e. greed
                                    i.e. rage
                                    i.e. desire
and then by caution,
then by expectation;
all restraining Order
shed throughout adolescence.
And so, at 20, finally,
                        the sage
released his winged virginity,
his last fettered vestige of convention,
and, thus, root- and boot- less,
unworldly godfree the youth
                                                w/o hope
                                                w/o remorse
poised on the ledge,
readied himself –
the world his world for the grasping,
that turquoise marble.

Well past his middle now
the weary cynic
stays
incomplete,
unshuckable;
a last aging snakeskin
contains him yet,
cuffs him to illusion,
thwarts his liberty.
Diamond innocence
alas
still clings,
its flinty integrity
intact.

Dismal.
Inviolate.

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