A LATE HURRIED FORBIDDEN SEPARATION
Never are you too hurt
to stand another blow
in the autumn failures seem to increase
bad news comes from everywhere
I hear again that my life passes in vain
and everything that belongs to me is shattered
far away, too far away
suddenly, nothing shelters me anymore
nothing covers me protectively
I was hiding myself behind hazy walls of air
the wings and the words are dispersed now
and memories won’t come nearer, either
much poorer than the first time
I don’t dare to hold out my hand
here I’ve learnt that many things are forbidden to me
that I can’t touch anything without being punished
that I have been circling an immense emptiness for a long time
I don’t try to escape anymore – where could I go?
in front of the dull collapse I stand seduced
a dog barks at the leaves that fall down happily
and I can’t remember anything to protect me
I can't see anything but my guilt covering me
no matter how low I fell, today I’ve learnt
that I can fall even lower – deep as the sky
is the soul
Barking at Nothing at All -- Rick Bartow
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