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She was old, and had had a heartbreak at a
late age. When her lover departed, she
surrendered to impassioned fantasies of death; and miserable, dazed recalls of
his bulk and his dark dogmas that made her belly implode with adolescent
anticipations. Death enacted upon her
with all its metaphysical symptoms. Daily, she coiled inside a savanna of
emotional undergrowth.
She received a telephone call from her
grandson. He spoke of a new toy, a car
with lights and melodies. When would he
visit? After the war. It was always the
same. Next morning, she tripped over the
threshold and broke an elbow; later she listened to an old cassette of native
instrumental music.
Her ticket won money. She bought a larger house with a garden,
telephoned her gone lover. He promised
to take a train soon enough, and warned her of neighbours.
News came that an old rival for her
husband’s bed had died trying to chase some robbers. She smoked fine ganja at
night and remembered that woman with compassion. Also, the epiphany arose that she never had
had a grandson, of course not, where did the toy car come from? And what war?
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