Cherry
Blossoms and Our Lives
Loveliest of trees, the cherry now
Is hung with bloom along the bough,
And stands about the woodland ride
Wearing white for Eastertide.
Now. of my threescore years and ten,
Twenty will not come again,
And take from seventy springs a score,
It only leaves me fifty more.
And since to look at things in bloom
Fifty springs are little room,
About the woodlands I will go
To see the cherry hung with snow.
-- A.E. Housman (1859-1936)
Loveliest of trees, the cherry now
Is hung with bloom along the bough,
And stands about the woodland ride
Wearing white for Eastertide.
Now. of my threescore years and ten,
Twenty will not come again,
And take from seventy springs a score,
It only leaves me fifty more.
And since to look at things in bloom
Fifty springs are little room,
About the woodlands I will go
To see the cherry hung with snow.
-- A.E. Housman (1859-1936)
The young man in this poem subtracts the years he has lived
from what he believes is our allotted time. Many people believe that our full
time to walk on this earth is threescore and ten. A score is 20 years. This
gives us 70 years as a full lifetime. He has lived 20 and looks forward to
another 50.
Now, 50 years can seem a long time if we are engaged in
misery, say. perhaps serving a prison term or working at a horrible job or
living in a place we disdain. However, Housman is asking us in this poem to
look at 50 years, at time, in a different way. Seasons
are symbolic. Spring is the time of rebirth and new beginnings. It is the time
of vigor and new journeys, the time of new experiences and of learning. Summer
is romance. Summer is the time of love stories. The blood in our veins warms,
the sun beats down on our heads, and love fills the air. Our passions rise.
Fall is the harvest, and our harvest can be either bountiful or filled with
sorrow. Winter is separation, and death is the ultimate separation.
As I grow older, I celebrate spring more and more each year.
My home is Virginia, and in Virginia we have the dogwoods. In the spring the
hills and woods and pastures are filled with these beautiful pink and white
blossoms. But I haven’t seen the dogwoods in spring since 1979. That is when I
left my home and started traveling.
I have lived in Asia since 1985. I don’t know when I will see
the dogwoods in bloom or if I ever will see them bloom again.
When the blossoms arrive, they are only here for a heartbeat.
We endure the cold, biting winter, and our reward is this brief moment of
beauty. If we look at 50 years as 18,000 plus days, it can seem like a long
time, but if we look at 50 years as only 50 more times to see this transient
moment of beauty, then time is much shorter.
Think of it this way. Perhaps you are separated from someone
you love, your mother or father, or perhaps your spouse. You can only share
time together on occasion. How many more times will you see this person that
you love while you are here on this earth? I lost my mom three years ago. I
could only go back to the States to visit her every six months. Each time we
visited, I thought about how it could be our last. Yes, “take from seventy
springs a score, /It leaves [only] . . . fifty more.”
Today I took my students for a walk beneath the cherry
blossoms. I do this every spring. Then we return to our classroom, and I have
them write for 20 to 30 minutes. Afterwards, we share these writings. Some find
a new pleasure and a new loveliness in the world. Others say how bored they
were by it. Some write of matters which have nothing to do with the flowers. Yet,
each piece they read is interesting and fresh, and many of them are filled with
surprises.
When I was a young man, spring did not mean much to me, but as
the years pass, each arrival of Potkkot fills me with joy when I see them
covering the branches. This year I checked every day as I watched them
approach. On Thursday, the first two arrived. On Friday the street was alive
with them. On Monday, the snow covered them.
My great grandfather used to say, “As you grow older, life
becomes more precious to you.” I did not believe him when I was a boy of 16. I
believe him now. Today I subtracted my age from 70, and it made me sad to think
of how many more times I have to see the blossoms in spring. Then I walked
beneath them and they brought me comfort.
The cherry blossoms are especially moving. They cover the
branches with snow. When the wind comes to take them away, the snow flutters in
the air, and when we walk over them, we walk over the snow. Snow is the symbol
of winter, and winter means separation; winter means death. But the blossoms
are rebirth. They are the beginning. This juxtaposition of life and death, of
ending and beginning, of exit and arrival fascinates me. Our birth and our
death are painted in one moment on the limbs of these trees.
As I move through the years, I celebrate spring more, and I also sit in the light. When I walk into a restaurant or a coffee shop, I always seek a place beside a window. I want to sit in the light. Light is life, and we are here for just one twinkling moment. Death is the darkness, and dead is a long, long time.
As I move through the years, I celebrate spring more, and I also sit in the light. When I walk into a restaurant or a coffee shop, I always seek a place beside a window. I want to sit in the light. Light is life, and we are here for just one twinkling moment. Death is the darkness, and dead is a long, long time.
Celebrate the spring. Walk beneath the trees. Picnic beneath
them. Speak to them and tell them you are glad they have returned. Sing to
them. Drink wine beneath them, and spend your time with someone you love.
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