as two boys kick a ripe tomato
down the garbage-strewn sidewalk
i wonder about what the hunger rates
in the united states of america are
surely, they’re pretty high
or the food bank would’ve stopped sending me mail
i feel shame over the uneaten salad
sitting there waiting to be thrown out
in my work refrigerator
the victim of two spontaneous slices of pizza
the thumbed nose at food i’m supposed to eat at
forty-five
i stop to consider
which fruit and vegetable stand
those boys got the tomato from
which merchant lost at capitalism today
or decided to turn sustenance into sport
to appease two restless boys
i think maybe
i should be the adult here
in this scenario
pull the boys away from their fun
to tell them all about starving kids
in china
in ethiopia
in parts of brooklyn they’ll never see
tell them
back in my days we kicked real balls
but that would seem judgmental of me
or at the very least racist
and maybe somewhat xenophobic
and there’s enough of that
going around here these days
plus, you never know
whom you’re going to offend
what poverty of pocket or mind
that lead to kicking a tomato for sport
also there’s still the issue
of my own uneaten salad
all of the uneaten salads that i’ve spurned
then later scraped away in silent shame
left to rot away
in a mound of garbage
shipped somewhere upstate
guilts that have lasted me decades
culinary hypocrisies blasting like fireworks
over a glittering trash heap
on the fourth of july.
Cornucopia of Emptiness -- Chati Coronel
The cornucopia (Latin "cornu copiae"), the horn of plenty, was associated with various Greek and Roman deities, especially those associated with the harvest, prosperity, or spiritual abundance such as Gaia or Terra (the personification of Earth), Plutus (god of riches, son of Demeter the grain goddess), the nymph Maia, Fortuna (the goddess of luck),
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